Updates and Info for our Macey Moo

Thank you all for visiting Macey's blog. This page is intended to give family and friends the latest updates on Macey. We look forward to everyone's comments and support and also your patience as we will add any updates as we receive them and are able to post them. There has been an overwhelming amount of support and love for Macey and we want all of you to know that we love you too and are thankful to have such great family and friends. Please keep all comments positive and know that our "Miracle Moo" has only one acceptable outcome. Complete and full recovery. Our family will accept nothing less. There will be t-shirts, window stickers and other items available to help support Macey's road to wellness. These items ARE NOT for profit. Only to show the love and support that Macey needs. Thank you all!

Sunday, August 25, 2013

A Poem for my daughter

My family thinks about Macey every second.  We are still so stricken with grief it has made day to day life very difficult to handle.  Our family feels different and that wonderful chemistry that we shared as a group has been altered with the loss of our daughter.  We all feel as though we are living in an alternate existence now and still can't believe this has all happened.  It shouldn't of happened and we struggle with why us, why our family and why our precious daughter.  Macey was a light to this world and without her here it's become a darker place.  We find strength in each others love and support and without each other I think we would all surely be lost.  Anyway, I think about her often, write things down about her many days, don't share them all but wrote this last night.  It's not complicated or deep, just a glimpse into how I was feeling and continue to feel.


Why can't we have you
To dry away our tears
Why can't we see you
To ease or loss and fears

Why can't we hold you
The sun will rise again
Why can't we love you
Break the news to your friends

Why can't we hug you
And smell your sweet perfume
Why can't we see your smile
It lights up every room

Why can't we laugh with you
Until it hurts inside
Why can't we tell the world
You're still here and alive

Why can't we have one more chance
To see you in the morning
Why can't we sit with you
And talk until it's boring

Why can't we share the little things
The significance wouldn't matter
Why can't we cry with you
As you climb up life's big ladder

Why does it have to be this way
We'd do anything for one more day
Why can't we see you soon
When the setting sun brings the moon

Why is this world such a cruel place
It takes away and gives no slack
Why can't we have just one more day

I promise we'll give you back.